It’s all about the isolation of the individual. It’s also
about the interrelationship between life and death. More or less.
That’s it. But such simple concepts get stretched out into 1,321
pages of dense, long winded, and sometimes opaque text that is
written less like a novel and more like an extended prose poem.
Marguerite Young’s Miss MacIntosh, My Darling is
like atomic fission. Just as a nuclear physicist takes a microscopic
atom and smashes it against
anothet atom to make a bomb
explode, Young takes the tiniest of ideas, clashes
them together like cymbals,
and the result is an explosion of contemplative
language.
Vera
Cartwheel is the narrator. At the start of the book, she is a
thirteen year old girl, living with her invalid mother and being
raised by a nursemaid named Miss MacIntosh. Vera thinks of Miss
MacIntosh as her mentor and hero. The elderly woman is described as
being plain, practical, and pragmatically opposed to any
embellishments or flights of the imagination. The education she gives
Vera involves doing chores
in preparation for her future as a housewife and making her memorize
the facts in an almanac. They live in a mansion owned by Vera’s
bedridden mother on the ocean shore in Massachusetts. Then one day,
Miss MacIntosh wanders off into the sea and disappears.
Soon,
we find Vera Cartwheel on an old bus, traveling at night through
Indiana, going in the direction of Miss MacIntosh’s hometown in
Iowa. Aside from Vera and the bus driver, there are two other
passengers,
newlyweds named Madge and Homer. The two have a long discussion about
Homer’s ex-girlfriend who, according to Madge, is dying of
tuberculosis. Homer had never heard this news and Madge chatters on
about it all throughout the bus ride. We never find out if Homer’s
ex is really dying or not, but it is quite obvious that Madge is
jealous of her. In this conversation, we get introduced to a theme
that gets examined throughout the whole novel: the relationship
between marriage and death. Closer to the end of the bus ride, the
couple also discuss other people in their town and the themes here
morbidly involve poverty, incest, mental illness, suicide, and the
possibility that a woman who had married two brothers in two separate
marriages had
murdered both of them. Another interesting thing to notice abput
their conversation is that the two of them hardly know each other.
Madge and Homer’s discussion about the dark side of their hometown
is one of the only instances of actual dialogue throughout the whole
book. Thus, the two characters who display the deepest level of
intimacy are two people who barely understand each other. Other
character speak in the forms of soliloquies
or monologues, sometimes with Vera listening with
only minimal
participation.
The
bus driver is another example of this. While drinking whiskey
throughout the entire trip, he drunkenly talks endlessly about why he
never cuts his hair, how he is unmarried and lives with his mother,
and then obsessively rants about a senile doctor who tries to drive a
car that is falling apart and has delusions about delivering babies.
The doctor delivers babies that never exist. Death, life, presence,
and absence are all intertwined. You can’t even be sure that the
doctor is real as the bus driver’s babbling seems to veer off into
delusion too. In fact you can’t even tell if the bus driver and his
leaky bus are real or figments of Vera’s imagination. Throughout
the prose, from beginning to end, the interpenetration of reality and
fantasy are just as prevalent as the mixture of life and death or
presence and absence. One thing is for certain: this bus ride
represents to Vera a journey into the unknown and a place where all
reference points of familiarity recede. But then again,
nothing in the novel, from the start, can ever be known with
certainty.
By
this point, it becomes clear that this Herclitean dichotomy, this
clash and harmony between opposites are a defining element of Young’s
writing. Norman Mailer uses this dichotomy to a different effect, but
with similar results in terms of expansive prose. Once you latch onto
this theme, the ideas become easier to follow. The writing remains
dense and heavy until the end though. It moves slowly like a Stanley
Kubrick film, say
Barry Lyndon, and reading
it slowly but steadily helps to move it along with
consistency. If compared to
music, you could say it moves, possibly at the pace of a glacier or
tectonic plate, not with the verse-chorus-verse structure of a rock
song, but like the movements of a symphony. It is an exercise in
variations on a theme, and the theme is repeated rhythmically like
calm waves on a gentle shore.
So
as the bus driver pulls into the destined town, Young takes us back
to the New England mansion where Vera lives with her mother and Miss
MacIntosh. Vera’s mother is
bedridden and addicted to opium so that she floats in and out of
hallucinations so freely that it is impossible for her to tell what
is real and what isn’t. The porous boundary between the real and
illusory allowed for visitations of guests from ancient times and the
presence of the dead. Through her we get introduced to a whole
constellation of objects that may or may not be symbols depending on
the context in
which they appear. Doorknobs, apples, moths, stars, fireflies,
starfish, seashells, and all kinds of other things appear in
conjunction in ways that sometimes make sense and sometimes confuse
you. It is possible that a state of confusion is what the author is
sometimes trying to achieve, especially in some passages relating to
her friend Mr. Spizter. Otherwise, the presence of horses is another
constant in the text as is the presence of water in all its forms,
especially in the form of fog as an element of concealment and
confusion, and also the ocean which sometimes acts as an element of
consciousness. In any case, water in its varied forms is closely
related to revealing and concealing hidden aspects of the writing.
While
Vera’s mother lives in the flux of her fantasies and realities, her
friend Mr. Spizter lives a life of restraint, rarely ever venturing
outside his self-imposed limitations. He hunts butterflies, capturing
them and then enclosing them in glass cases for his own private
collection, symbolically killing the
free spirited creatures of flight to be permanently imprisoned, like
Mr. Spitzer is inside his own head. Mr. Spitzer also composes music
in his head that no one will ever hear because he never plays it for
anybody. Instead he writes it on scraps of paper and cloth in hopes
that when he dies, someone will piece them all together to form
complete works of music. Is that an indication of the author’s
intention?
She feeds us loads of information and leaves us to our own devices to
piece it together to make a coherent whole. As readers we may never
be certain if we put the pieces together in the right way or not. Mr.
Spitzer is also a lawyer and executor of last wills; his job is to
hunt down lost relatives who, without knowing so, are heirs to
abandoned estates. He never succeeds though, so the man who hunts and
captures butterflies is never able to track missing
ancestors of the deceased. It
probably doesn’t matter anyways because the deceased, being dead,
can’t know that their relatives are absent. And
Mr. Spitzer’s
mind is saturated with silent music.
The
most distinctive thing about Mr. Spitzer is that his twin brother
died. His brother’s first name is Peron and his first name is
Joachim. Peron is the opposite of Joachim who lives his life though
the avoidance of taking chances while Peron lived by doing nothing
but taking chances. He earned a living by being a professional
gambler. There is a catch to all this because Vera’s mother was in
love with Peron even though Joachim is in love with her. She doesn’t
love Joachim though and his presence in her life represents the
absence of Peron because Peron, allegedly, committed suicide. The
suicide is alleged because we never find out if it really happened or
not. It is possible that Joachim and Peron are actually the same
person, a point driven home by the complete absence of any references
to Joachim’s life before Peron’s death. The way that life and
death and presence and absence dance around each other in this book
takes on a dizzying pace at times.
Through
Mr. Spitzer, we also learn about Cousin Hannah, a suffragette and
union leader who traveled all around the world at a time when women
rarely left their homes. Mr. Spitzer is the only person present as
Hannah lies on her deathbed, a strange paradox considering her
supposed fame and distinguished life. Hannah was once a woman who
appeared in the newspapers and now she is dying forgotten and alone.
Like Vera’s mother, she is in opposition to Mr. Spizter who stays
within his own boundaries. While Vera’s mother goes outside her
boundaries mentally
in opium induced hallucinations, Cousin Hannah went outside her
boundaries through travel and activism.
Hannah’s
romantic relationships are a prevailing thought at the time of her
death. She was once on the verge of getting married and then
disappeared from the public on the day of her wedding. There are
overt hints that she is a lesbian. She once fell in love with another
woman. They were climbing a mountain together during the winter.
After ascending to the peak and starting down the other side, Cousin
Hannah lost her skirt. Her lover was waiting for her return and when
Hannah came back over the peak without her
skirt, her romantic interest
insisted on going up and over to get it
and bring it
back, only she never returned, presumably dying in an avalanche or
from something else like hypothermia. Here we are again with
love-death-marriage-life-presence-absence and the ubiquitous water in
the form of snow, ice, fog, and tears.
Narratively,
the stories of Mr. Spitzer and Cousin Hannah are told in the first
person omniscient by Vera who probably isn’t even present in the
room as Mr. Spitzer patiently waits for Hannah to die. This is a
strange trick to pull off since the narrator presumably has no access
to the inner workings of the others’ minds. The two of them do
soliloquize
parts of their story, but these passages are largely told from Vera’s
point of view. This is strange
also because, even though the two characters sometimes speak in
monologues, neither of them actually interacts with each other. This
is true throughout most of the book; characters mostly overlap while
their actual interactions and conversations are minimal. What this
does is highlight the individuality and solitude of each character,
emphasizing the empty and impenetrable spaces between people despite
how proximate to each other they might be physically. Each character
is like a tightly sealed container with massive spaces, heavy with
emptiness, between them.
The
central passages about Mr. Spitzer and Cousin Hannah get to be
redundant, excessive, and sometimes confusing. But we get a break
from all that when Mr. Spizter goes to a funeral for a frog that once
lived in a deaf mute’s mouth and did all his speaking for him.
Presence and absence. After
that, Mr. Spitzer has a transcendent experience, reminiscent of James
Joyce, in which he finishes composing the silent music in his head
and “hears” it in the form of hallucinations. It is like French
Symbolist poetry where you need to interpret it according to how it
feels rather than what it means.
And
then the last 400 pages are the strongest, and weirdest, part of the
novel. Vera reappears in her mother’s house and learns the darkest
secret of Miss MacIntosh before she disappears into the ocean. The
secret involves her inability to grow hair and the absence of one
breast. In an earlier part of the book, Vera had a dream in which she
learns this secret. Learning
the truth in a dream is another plunge into uncertainty and also
emblematic of how close fantasy and reality are in our consciousness.
This
secret acts
as a broad framing device in this maximalist novel. After the
disappearance of Miss MacIntosh, some odd characters enter into the
narrative. One is an insane old woman who insists Vera’s mother
hired her to be a new nursemaid even though Vera no longer lives
there. And when I say this trollish
woman is odd, I really mean
she is odd.
Then
with another broad framing device, we return to Vera on the bus as it
pulls into a town at daybreak in front of a hotel. Vera checks in and
encounters
more weird people. One is a devout Christian farmer who claims to be
making the world a better place by being a professional hangman. His
wife committed suicide by hanging herself from a peach tree and his
kids amuse themselves by hanging dolls, teddy bears, and a sick dog
from the same branch. His moral dilemmas run between the same points
of certainty and uncertainty that so much of the book is about. He
resolves this moral contradiction by pegging it to the certainty of
his religion.
Vera
also encounters the senile doctor that the bus driver talks about
obsessively at the start of the book. This ties in with a waitress
Vera encounters in a diner named Esther Longtree. The waitress tells
her life story and we learn she has a unique problem. She gets
pregnant over and over again, but each term ends in a miscarriage.
Now she is pregnant again, but the baby is long past its due date.
Esther’s
problems are deeper since as she tells her story it gets more and
more contradictory. Her miscarriages may be self-induced, they may be
abortions, or she may have committed infanticide, killing the babies
after they were born. But she so desperately wants to have a baby
even though she may have gotten pregnant while being raped. We never
know if she was actually raped or not because she has always been
eager to get pregnant even if
that means sleeping with complete strangers.
She repeatedly gets raped or willingly seduced, we can never know for
sure, by different men although some of them might have been the same
man wearing different disguises. Esther spends her life in the
presence of absent babies, each one stillborn or dying at the time of
birth.
Death-life-absence-presence-confusion-clarity-fantasy-reality-sanity-insanity-certainty-uncertainty.
It’s a whirlwind that never stops until the novel ends.
Overall,
Young’s novel is an extended meditation on the previously mentioned
themes. And by extended, I mean extended to the limits. This is a
maximalist novel if there ever was one. By establishing separate
points divided by vast open spaces, say stars and fireflies on the
beach or starboard and larboard, a vacuum is created to be filled
with an influx of semantics, signs, and symbols to be unpacked and
analyzed, but then again, sometimes it is a novel to be experienced
more than understood. The contemplative themes are basic enough, but
if this novel says anything definite through the way it portrays
people, it is that we live ghostly existences permeated by
nothingness. We barely exist except in the traces we leave
behind in the memories and impressions left in the consciousness of
others. Notice how other people like Peron, the senile doctor, and
Homer’s ex-girlfriend are all explained through the narratives of
characters in the narrative of Vera Cartwheel. In a Hegelian sense
they may be real people with imaginary stories, alter egos, or pure
delusions. We can never be certain and we can never know what
separate, incomprehensible lives we may be living in the minds of
other people. And if we live in solitude, we may barely even exist at
all. We are barely anything more than nothingness that passes away
into death anyways, eventually to be forgotten as all the people we
knew in our lives die too. And
as Esther Longtree explains, we are largely defined by everything
we’ve lost. Isn’t this what Derrida’s deconstruction is all
about?
Miss
MacIntosh, My Darling is an
acquired taste. It is not easy to sink your teeth into and it is not
easy to digest. Sometimes it is like eating a sandwich that is bigger
than your head. Probably most
people who attempt to read it will give up. But it’s not impossible
to understand and it is rewarding if you make the effort.